great here

i had amazing fun yesturday at the theme park and i had quite good day today there is a buetiful catheredral i love it here its really peaceful for a city

miss sj like crazy and cant wait to have her in my arms

in spain

i arrived in spain about an hour ago and its so good its buetiful where im staying just miss sj alot ill bw able to talk to her tomoz night maybe anyway im tired so thats all for now

back on track i think

i think me and sj i are sorted now well mostly i still need to get her to trust me again and that will take along time but ill keep trying
football tomoz biggest game ive ever played i have to play well or im nt allowwed to play in this compition again

love you sj ur the best gf in the world xxx

vhmmmmmmmmmmm

im was worried all day i know i have mucked up and hurt her so much
i love her more then anything in the world and she means more to me then anything
and im gunna work to build he trust up again no matter how long it takes
though after her text at lunch i think shes probs gunna end it now
so i dont know what im gunna do
football went awful
but i have to play tomoz cause other wise we dont have enough players because off all our injurys and people who refuse to play if i dont
but if i play badly tomoz im gunna quit for a while maybe even for good

well i write again later
love sj with all my heart
xxxxxxxxxxxx

hope

im hoping we will be fine now

i hate myself

For flip sake i had the most amazing gf in the world and now ive just completly pissed her off now shes proberly gunna end it and im gunna fall to peices
i told her about the never back down tournement i entered she doesnt know why so ill put it here as she wont talk to me
i enterd it cause a boy was continuoulys hitting me insulting me beating up my mates insulting her so i had enough and went and faced him beat him and then gave up let my self get knocked out

i cant belive that i have mucked up wiv her she is my life and means the would to me but now she will probs end it

i love you bbe and im soz xxxxxx

were back on track and i just hope i never lose her she is my life my heart and soul and my reason for being
she is the only thing that makes me truely happy all the time
and ill be hers forever

love u bbe xxxxx

cant belive it

Omg i hate it when ur friends turn around and lie about u
jazz said to sj i was chatting her up and sj belives her now i think im gunna lose sj all over again
i hate this feeling
im already starting to fall to peices with just the worry
love sj for life

today was great i spent alot of time just sat thinking though which was werid for me but really helpful and i relised just how much sj does mean to me expecsially when aaron and seb said they wondered how long we would last and then when i said forever they called me a pansy but i dont care.

love sj more then anything and ill never leave her im hers forever and and a day

love u bbe xxxxxxxxxx

told my mum about me and sj today and she said as long as i love her and we make each other happy then shes ok wiv it just keep the kissing and hugging to a minimum around her lol

i love sj so much she makes me so happy and i know shes all i want my parents say were to young to know what we want but i know for sure she is everything i want and more

we won today 5-0 lol our coach got annoyed cause every 1 was listening to me nt him

it was great with seb and that lot this evening as well

love you babe
hope ur always mine
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

fun day

so good today expecially in drama when tom and reece were playing footy wiv a bouncy ball and smashed a 200 pound sound sytem then hit our deputy head when he came to cover for us lol spent rest of the day thinking about sj and how much she means to me
then we played basketball and i beat michal and then beat james/jorden and jack on my own
then we won our footy so i had a gd day
spoke on the fone to sj for about and hour 15 mins and then on msn for ages

i love you so much bbe
and we will be together forever
XXXXXXXXXXXXX

cant get you out of my head

sjs perfect i love her more than anything and that will never change cause she amazing
shes in my thoughts all day and my dreams all night
i hope we never split upp
she makes me happier then life
and i know were young but shes what i want for the rest of my life
my parents still dont know were going out lol

love u bbe

rubbish day

lost at badminton this eavening and now i think sj might end it after reading her blog and now i cant stop crying i cant take the thought of losing her she means the world to me and i never wanna lose her if i do i dont know how ill get by

i know shes worried about what happend last time and might end it

love you baby plz dont end it

well

today started great woke up text sj
then we won our basketball
then it started to go wrong lost my bagminton
lost my 2 best mates in an arugement
gt another mate in hospital seriously ill and on life support
and now ive done my knee in
im just glad ive got sj

i love her so much
she is my world my life and the one person who truely understands me and can always make me smile love you bbe hope you never leave me

xxxxxxxxxxxx

today was so funny in footy when the other team had their penelty and alex putting of the striker my miss was so embarressing but my goal and my assists were amazing
spent the whole time thinking about sj i love her so much and ill never leave her

love my baby

such a weird day

today was weird had to work wiv dad but all my mates turned up and told me we had 2 games we lost the first against an easy team and won the second against a hard team but thats how it goes were into the under 17s FA CUP now its gunna be amazing first game yeovil town at home

thought i was gunna lose sj found it hard to focus but i did she means the world to me and i hope she never leaves me

love my baby bye xxxx

so fast

everything is moving so fast at the mo
im gt high paid job
im getting offerd contracts for football
im getting scouts for basketball and football
and ive got the best gf any 1 could wish for in the world and im never gunna leave her

love u baby loads xx

great news

my uncle is going to cambridge at easter and says i can go wiv him and see sj she is amzing i love her so much and cant wait to see her if she wants to see me

perfect gf

sj is so perfect she makes me happier then ive ever been in my life i miss her so much shes my hearts desire and i need nothing more then her im hers for life and ill never leave her
just hope she doesnt leave me she means the world to me

im still gunna play basketball tomoz and footy and bagminton monday amber my physio said im fine so im gunna play


love u loads sj ur my life

im so happy

nothing could upset me right now im on top of the world ive gt the perfect gf brilliant mates and im doing brill in footy
sj means the world to me shes funny kind and gorgeous

thats all for now ill right again later

love u bbe ur all i wantXX

best day of my life so far

omg this has been the best day ever sj said yes she would go out wiv me then we won our footy that means if we win our next 3 games we go to the cambridge tournement and i can see her my dad says if we dont make it he will take me up and let me stay wiv her if her parents agree lol
love her so much she is my life had her name written all over my maths folder and all my books today and for some reason my shirt thanks for that alex and adam

any way im just gunna make sure im everything she wants me to be and dont muck this up be

love u bbe for life

oh no here we go again

omg i think shes gunna go bk to louis im not gunna get her i dont know what to do anymore i need her she means the world to me and it hurts not to have her i want to spend the rest of my life wiv her dunno what will happen now

love u babe u mean the world to me plz think about us XXXX

confused

can sj really be thinking of me in the same way as im thinking of her i was thinking how much i wanted to be wiv her and she said she thought she was thinking of me in the same way i mean she cant of been can she

she has feelings for louis and says we cant be together im just confused wish she was thinking of me the same way though she means the world to me

basketball tournement was so funny today me and calum annoying the other teams by scoring from the half way line continouly lol 97 - 8 to us in the final they were so annoyed
lol

sj

omg i wish me and sj could be together again she means the world to me lol had such a gd chat about her today talking about how much she means to me and alex was so cool telling our teacher not to set us homework or to sort out our uniforms because i was to busy thinking about sj and it worked

any way about her shes funny kind gorgeous and means the world to me and i know shes doesnt want us to be together until we see each other more so im gunna have to try and wait as annoying as that is

cant belive adam alex and david writing i love sj she is my life over every one of my school books got so told of in science lol but we had fun dunno whether she will read this probs not