great here

i had amazing fun yesturday at the theme park and i had quite good day today there is a buetiful catheredral i love it here its really peaceful for a city

miss sj like crazy and cant wait to have her in my arms

in spain

i arrived in spain about an hour ago and its so good its buetiful where im staying just miss sj alot ill bw able to talk to her tomoz night maybe anyway im tired so thats all for now

back on track i think

i think me and sj i are sorted now well mostly i still need to get her to trust me again and that will take along time but ill keep trying
football tomoz biggest game ive ever played i have to play well or im nt allowwed to play in this compition again

love you sj ur the best gf in the world xxx

vhmmmmmmmmmmm

im was worried all day i know i have mucked up and hurt her so much
i love her more then anything in the world and she means more to me then anything
and im gunna work to build he trust up again no matter how long it takes
though after her text at lunch i think shes probs gunna end it now
so i dont know what im gunna do
football went awful
but i have to play tomoz cause other wise we dont have enough players because off all our injurys and people who refuse to play if i dont
but if i play badly tomoz im gunna quit for a while maybe even for good

well i write again later
love sj with all my heart
xxxxxxxxxxxx

hope

im hoping we will be fine now

i hate myself

For flip sake i had the most amazing gf in the world and now ive just completly pissed her off now shes proberly gunna end it and im gunna fall to peices
i told her about the never back down tournement i entered she doesnt know why so ill put it here as she wont talk to me
i enterd it cause a boy was continuoulys hitting me insulting me beating up my mates insulting her so i had enough and went and faced him beat him and then gave up let my self get knocked out

i cant belive that i have mucked up wiv her she is my life and means the would to me but now she will probs end it

i love you bbe and im soz xxxxxx

were back on track and i just hope i never lose her she is my life my heart and soul and my reason for being
she is the only thing that makes me truely happy all the time
and ill be hers forever

love u bbe xxxxx